This is one of the shocking news I have ever heard ! I still can’t believe it ! My big sister you have left me why ? I truly appreciate you ! An amazing big sister ! The last time you were in nyc we had such a lovely time driving to upstate shopping and you full of laughter ! I am missing you so much ! The only comfort I have is you served God fiercely and you loved people unconditionally so I know for a fact that you are in heaven rejoicing ! Anna I know it’s very hard having lost my mum as well but always remember that you are loved by God and i and the twins love you ! You know you are always welcome in my home open door policy ! Psalm Psalm 34:18. The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.